Lost For Words.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

that practically summarizes the way i feel right now.

because if i were to put it in words what's on my mind right now it'll be this :

im a mess.not that i dont miss it all i do but we cant go back there just so we could make the same mistakes twice right.im broke.i want to give up but im still hanging onto a shred of hope.i miss home.im hungry.my thesis is no where near progression.i think i did pretty bad in my exams. i cant stop thinking about u.i need to do my laundry.i miss u. no not you.yeah you. wait maybe not.i dread my groupmates next week.i wanted to make pancakes but there's no nutella.if i dont see u im worried if i see u but i'd rather see u then not see u coz then i wont be worried bout not seeing u.thinking of taking the next flight home.the moon is full.i feel like cursing jpa u cant just leave us here in this god forsaken country with no money we would just go crazy imagine the cost u have to pay for our shrink if that happens. i want shinamon shticks. im really hungry.i need my dose of mcD. i just feel like crawling under covers and stay there till the night comes.i want my mommy.

so yeah,

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

It's My Party.

allow me to write something insignificant today. like my entries before this are not la kan :)) who cares, its my blog, and i'll cry if i want to.

i'm eating nestum for breakfast :D reminds me of my childhood days. my mom would feed me nestum or farley's rusk. the latter with milk =p~ i wish my mom would still lay my clothes out for me hehe

okei dah. :-B

It's My Party

by Leslie Gore

It's my party and I'll cry if I want to

Cry if I want to, cry if I want to

You would cry too if it happened to you

Nobody knows where my Johnny has gone

But Judy left the same time

Why was he holding her hand

When he's supposed to be mine

It's my party and I'll cry if I want to

Cry if I want to, cry if I want to

You would cry too if it happened to you

Then all my records keep dancing all night

But leave me alone for a while'

Til Johnny's dancing with me

I've got no reason to smile

It's my party and I'll cry if I want to

Cry if I want to, cry if I want to

You would cry too if it happened to you

Judy and Johnny just walked thru the door

Like a queen with her king

Oh what a birthday surprise

Judy's wearing his ring

It's my party and I'll cry if I want to

Cry if I want to, cry if I want to

You would cry too if it happened to you

A Whole New World.

a 16 yr old has a macbook.

an 8 yr old girl with 3 handphones.

a 4 yr old with a handphone!

a 12 yr old kid with iPod touch.

people my age using blackberrys, iPhone, dopod, etc

what is happening to the world??

;)



p/s i only own a 256mb mp3. ("_")

Que Sera, Sera.

i don't care what happened.

i don't care what will happen.

whatever it is these 2 precious souls mean the world to me. and i owe them big time. they helped me a lot through the years, they kept me from losing my sanity staying here, we had our share of laughter and tears.

and i know everything happens for a reason.

and i pray for the best,

for all of us.

Sad Movies.

lagu2 lama ni one of the reason why i like it is because the song itself sometimes is like a short story. quite a few yg lagu macam ni. for example :

1. Don't Cry Joni - Conway Twitty
2. Sad Movies - Sue Thompson
3. It's My Party - Leslie Gore
4. A Dear John Letter
5. Tell Laura I Love Her
6. Tie A Yellow Ribbon Round The Old Oak Tree
7. Living Next Door To Alice - Smokie

This is a song called Sad Movies.

He said he had to work, so I went to the show alone,

They turned down the lights, and turned the projector on,

And just as the news of the world started to begin,

I saw my darling and my best friend walking in.

Although I was sitting right there they didn't see me.

And so they sat right down in front of me,

And when he kissed her lips I almost died.

And in the middle of the coloured cartoon I started to cry.

Oh Sad Movies always make me cry.

And so I got up and slowly I walked on home

And Mama saw the tears and said What's wrong?

And so just to keep from telling her a lie,

I just said "Sad movies makes me cry"

very nice song, pity her though.. so far lagu baru yg mcm a cerita and i like is Love Story by Taylor Swift.

Save The Best For Last.

sometimes, in life, u don't get what you want.

and u'll feel dissapointed, u just don't understand why things are the way they are, you'll feel like running around breaking things, throwing tantrum just about everywhere you could, and scream whyyyyyyy, whyyyy Georgia why.

at a time like this that it is very important to remember that it's okei, and it's because God has a better plan for you. He's got something better in store just for you.

You might say, no no thank u but I don't want anything better, I'd be happy settling with this one, with its flaws and all.

And that is where you are wrong o ignorant naive one, because

nobody,

nobody my dear but He,

knows what's best for you.

Holiday.

the highlights of my last holiday:

1. raya in Taiping

2. Bab's 60th birthday

3. Raya open house. thanks to Jue, Shikin, Shuhada, Mat, Iqbar and his friend Fuad for coming:)

4. Zouk's wedding 26.09.09

5. the memorable weekend.

6. the ugly truth.

7. taking Firas and Ammani out to Penang. Singing 'you belong with me-taylor swift' out loud in the car, not forgetting the hand gesture :)) took crazy pictures on the ferry.

8. walked from OU to the curve with Firas and Ammani. Played basketball. Saw a very boring movie, Ammani slept halfway:))

9. hair saloon with Firas.

10. facial sessions with Firas =))

11. Ferringhi Beach.

I need another holiday.