Never Again.

Its amazing how fast your feelings can change.

Like when you're watching a movie. From the very first scene you've got your heart set on the hero. Dah la comel, tinggi, kacak, bergaya plak tu. Then you get to the middle of the story where the hero can't be with the one he loves for some dramatic reason, and you just cant help but cry to see him hurt so bad. and the feeling you have for him grow stronger. and then tiba2 came the scene where the one he loves opens the door to find him in bed with someone else, and just like that all this feelings you have for him crash to the floor into a million pieces. you'll say cis bedeb, to think that i wasted my tears over you...you...you....sonofastarfish. Then all of a sudden all that love turns into hatred.

It really is amazing how fast your feelings can change, kan.

Wild World.

"Oh baby baby it's a wild world,

It's hard to get by just upon a smile"

Something scares the stars out of me lately. It's the fact that:

You can raise a child with every love in the world, u can raise them in every way right, you can raise them strict or raise them like a hippy, you can mold them to be just like you or you can brought them up any way you want to. You can do the very best you can, yet at 24 if they decide to walk into a bar and get drunk, or get themselves a tattoo, or runaway with a men they hardly knew, you wouldn't even have a clue about it, and get this, there's nothing you can do to stop it.

You can give a child just about everything he wants, shoes, toys, clothes, expensive gadgets, trip around the world, you can make sacrifices, you can give them everything you have and find more to give, you can stay up the whole night nursing them when they were little, you can shower them with gifts and attention, yet at 18 if they decide to raise their voice to you, hurt your feelings and make you cry, well they would do it without even thinking twice.

And it applies to every kind of relationship too. Be it between families, friends or even lovers. You can give your heart and soul to someone, do just about anything they want you to, you can bend over backwards to help them in every possible way you can imagine, you can embrace them as one of your own, you give them only the best and nothing less, but tomorrow if they decide to walk away from u, they would, without even a backward glance.

It's a cruel, cruel world out there people.

I'm hiding under my comfy blankie until the world makes sense again.

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