All or Nothing.

Have u ever had a conflict with your own self?
Ever argued with your inner voice?
Like you want something so bad, but something somewhere inside of you is saying you shouldn't?
It's like you saw that pair of really expensive shoes. and you realllllly want it more than anything in the world, but the price is just too high, and you know you can't afford it. You so want it, but your heart is saying no.
When you tried the shoes on, it fitted so nicely, you felt comfortable at once. It felt like home..
But you know if you take it, you're gonna have to face the consequences. The risk of paying so high for it. and let's not even think about buyer's remorse.
But you really really like it.
It's tempting.
But then there are times that you wondered if you only think that you want the shoes because you don't have it and you don't want anybody to, or you're supposed to and it's the only logical explanation for all that has been going on all this while but actually you don't want the shoes the way you thought you did after all..
Sometimes you wish someone would say something bad about the shoes, like
"Hey do you know that it is actually a fake?".
Then it would be easier for you to hate the shoes, and leave it and just forget about it.
But i guess even if you found out that the shoes is actually not shoes, it's just a common pair of slippers pon, u would still want it kan.
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It's okei, this post is supposed to be pointless.