Break Even.

A contestant for American Idol 2011.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=elaXeN15isM&feature=topvideos


Its an eye opener.
As though life slapped me in the face and said,
"so you still think you're the one with problems?"

dah la,
never will I fret about petty things.
never will I whine about insignificant stuff.
never will I bother with foolish problems, or people.

p/s: its comforting to know that there are still some gentlemen left in this world kan. maybe there's hope after all :))

Rush, Rush.

Why are we in such a hurry over everything?

Like seriously, where's the fire?

Maybe it's because manusia tak kan puas hati with what they have.

Bila belum sekolah, tak sabar sangat nak sekolah.
Bila dah sekolah, tak sabar sangat nak habes.
Bila belum kerja, tak sabar sangat nak kerja.
Bila dah kerja, tak sabar sangat nak....pencen pulak eh? :D

Maybe because we are brought up in the kind of environment where people are always asking for more out of you.

When u don't have a boyfriend, they'll nag you to find one.
When u already have one, they'll keep asking you when's the big day.
When u're married, they'll psycho u into having a baby.
When u have one, they would want to see more.

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Why can't we learn to live in the moment that we are in? I mean those time will eventually come insyaAllah. We will eventually work, and we will eventually have a family. But this time that we are in right now, this phase of our lives that we are going through right now, it will not come again. Shouldn't we be savoring each moment?

Enjoy student life, before working life starts. Because when it starts, it will be for ever.
Enjoy our single life, before our married life begins. Because when it begins,
we pray to God that it will be for ever, too :)

I'll Be Seeing You.

My dearest Ellie,

I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it is over between us. I'm not bitter anymore because I know what we had was real.

And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent a summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love.

The best kind of love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more. That plants fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what you've given to me and that's what i hope to give to you forever.

I love you, I'll be seeing you.

Noah.




from the movie, The Notebook (2004).

One In A Million.

So i was watching Australia's Junior Master Chef on TV and i was soooo amazed by the little contestants! It's practically the same as the original masterchef but this time the contestants are aged between 8 to 12 years!

Everyone looking so cute, gigi pun x tumbuh habes lagi. The boys were looking so innocent, belum ada niat nak break any girls heart lagi time ni. The girls were just so lovely, oblivious to the fact that 20 years from now they'll be crying on the bedroom floor because some jerk said i love u but he lied muahaha :))

anyway,

I really enjoyed watching how good they were at cooking. and bukan stakat masak nasi and goreng telur okei, they were cooking complicated dishes. one that involved squids and prawns and even rabbits!
the youngest was this 8 yr old chubby little girl. she made a chicken dish! and although she didn't get through she didn't even cry or stomped around or threw the kuali or anything, like those so-called grownups in american idol [-x. in fact, she just smiled and looked so cute u just wanna pinch her cheeks.

if this bunch of kids can do it, then anyone can too, don't u think. everyone has a little chef hiding inside of them somewhere.

so ofcourse, this made me realized something, as always :D

It made me realized that maybe, just maybe it's not too late for me too, you know.


Not too late for me to.....

....pray that i'll have children of my own one day who's great at cooking :-"

Money Honey.

perasan tak, when you're running realllllly low in cash, in other words, you're broke, masa ni la semua benda yang penting nak habes. example:

1. battery jam. like there's no other time for the jam tu mati kan.
2. ink printer. when u're broke, suddenly there's a lot of stuff to print, and whooppedeedee, ur printer chose now to run out of ink.
3. ubat gigi :-"
4. air/aqua :D
5. cooking gas.
6. and somehow, the frequency of you getting hungry gets higher too when ure broke huh, haha okei maybe thats just psychology :D

seriously, when u have the money, everything seems to be just fine and dandy. it's a conspiracy theory i tell u.

(well actually the cold hard truth that we just don't want to accept, or just can't get it through our thick heads (or just mine, probably) is to berjimat time senang for time yang susah di kemudian hari :D )

i wish i could tell u lesson learnt here, but i know myself too well. in 2 months time, this whole shenanigans gonna repeat itself 0_0





cepat la 26th of Januaryyyyyyyy.

This One's For The Girls.

"Dearest Daddy,
How are you doing................................................................................................
...............................................................................................................................................
.................................................................
Please daddy, I need your advise. But please don't tell me to not think about it. Because as corny as this may sound, asking me to stop thinking about it is just as impossible as asking the sun to stop shining, or the rain to stop falling.

Love,
Your Broken Little Girl."


"Daughter dearest,
I am doing okay........................................................................................................
................................................................................................................................................
................................................................
Let me tell you something about the sun and the rain. For your information the sun does not always shine in the north pole and it does not rain in Southern California. So you see, nothing is impossible darling daughter. So promise me that you will forget about it, look on the bright side and be strong because I know for a fact that you are ....................................................
.............................................................................................................................................

Love,
Your Loving Daddy."

Please Be Careful With My Heart.

why i think motorcycles are dangerous:

it doesnt matter if you're careful, if others are not, you're bound to be in an accident jugak.

masalahnya ada je org yang nak buat benda2 aneh time bawak motor. yang nak SMS la, yang nak sembang dgn motor sebelah la, yang nak bawak cermin tingkap la, yang nak garu kaki la, yang keluar simpang x tengok kiri kanan macam nama dia binti simpang tu plak [-x
serious rasa nak emo, because of your own foolishness its not just your life yang at stake, other people's too.

anyway what im trying to say is that, no matter how careful you are with your heart, kalau orang nak langgar tu dia langgar jugak la.



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Ya Sudahlah.

i was reading wani ardy's blog yesterday, and came across something that she said that made me feel better. i guess she is going through a rough patch in her life right now and what she wrote was something like she's not going to give up, because today she woke up breathing, so god must have intended for her to still keep on going.

that's just soooo positive and it got me to thinking on how true that is.

i've always liked her blog. the way she writes, it's like she's voicing out my inner thoughts sometimes.

i really wish her well.

"you left me standing here alone with 6 years worth of memories,
what the hell am I supposed to do with it all on my own?"
-CS-