Half Of My Heart.

"Half of my heart's got grip on the situation,
Half of my heart takes time,
Half of my heart's got right mind to tell you that
I can't keep loving you,
I can't keep loving you..."

The situation here in Jogja macam getting worse i think. Debu or volcanic ashes they call it, is everywhere. My black trousers by the end of the day is not black anymore. And the damn ashes gets in your eyes too. Every vehicle u see is covered with grey debu. Cuci kereta, cuci motor, cuci baju and jemur kat luar dikira sebagai perbuatan sia2 sekarang. It's raining ashes here in Jogja people.

Merapi, which is less than 30km away from our place, has erupted a number of times already since 26th of October. One of it already killed almost 30 people. The hot air apparently is 600 degrees Celsius 0_0 but its not blowing our way, yet (hopefully never).

Malaysia sent us face masks and eye drops as you can read in the newspaper. Auww so sweet kan? They gave us each 3 face mask. Banyak kannn. Maybe they dont know sehari saja we use around 3 kot. So the one they gave us could last us for........yayyy a whole day! 8-| owh and the eye drops are actually eye mo. and we got only one to share for the whole house, wuhooo! its okei, maybe dorg tak pernah belajar you're not supposed to share eye drops with other people kot. yes you're right, you're right, nasib baik dorg bagi kan? kalau x bagi? x bagi pun xpe kot, kitorg ada sekotak kalau setakat surgical mask yang tak effective towards debu macam tu haihh.

Im not trying to be bitter or ungrateful or anything, i am just dissapointed. You guys are the one who sent us over here to study, and then go back and serve you people for 10 damn years, take some responsibility la. we're not even complaining about the 10 years sebab ktorg saaayangg Malaysia, x kesah punn, suruh la kerja 20 taun pun (ceceyy), tapi what about our health and safety here, now? takkan nak tunggu things get realllly teruk baru nak take action? but if that happens pun you can always use your template #8 "kami turut berdukacita..." in your big book of how-to-get-out-of-crappy-situation kan. Dang.

haihh it's okei, kitorang kan budak baik, dah 4 tahun bersabar, we will just wait, if our government suruh balik, kitorg balik. Kalau dorg suruh kitorg stay, kitorg stay la dalam debu ni dengan penuh kesabaran. It's okei Malaysia,


we love you anyway.
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