Need You Now.

"and i wonder if I ever cross your mind,

coz for me it happens all the time..."

I saw this bruce willis movie once, can't remember the title, but it was about him meeting the kid version of him from the past. the kid came to the future, and asked him questions about his life, how he's gonna do, and etc. and it got me to thinking, if we too were presented with that kind of oppurtunity, what would we say to that kid version of us? would it be

A) "oh u've got nothing to worry about kid, u'll make all the right decisions in life, fall for the right man, have a wonderful family, and become very successful"

or

B) "i'm sorry kid, but i screwed it up for the both of us."

if i could stop my life for awhile right now, and look back down the 23 years worth of road i've travelled so far, would i be proud of myself? or would i see flaws and wrong turnings that i now know i shouldnt have taken?

come to think of it, i wouldn't change a thing. not the slightest bit. coz what if i never found u?

for me, if a 6-year old farina comes to the future and asks me how's her future would be like i would say...

"kid, i can't say that your life would be a smooth sailing from here on. there are days that you would cry your little heart out, days that you would fall and couldn't get back up. at times you'll feel like a fool. you'd get your heart broken into the smallest pieces imaginable. days that you thought you would never get through it alive. but, there would also be times that you would laugh and actually mean it. nights that u would sleep with a smile on your face. times that you would feel loved and love it. you'd at the top of the world sometimes and nothing could bring you down. days that you'd feel like heaven is in your arms. and u'd come to realize that when a broken heart heals,

it just grows bigger than before."

"coz i'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all."