Stuck On You.

Absolutely no one who knows me better,
No one that can make me feel so good,
How did we stay so long together,
Everybody, everybody said we never would.

And just when I
Start to think they're right
The love has died

There you go making my heart beat again,
Heart beat again, heart beat again.
There you go making me feel like a kid
Won't you do it, do it one more time?

There you go pulling me right back in,
Right back in, right back in,
And I know I'm never letting this go
I'm stuck on you.

Some days I don't feel like trying
Some days you know I wanna just give up
When it doesn't matter who's right
Fight about it all night
Had enough, you give me that look
I'm sorry baby let's make up

You do that thing that makes me laugh
And just like that
You make my heart beat again.

All Of Me.

Have you ever heard the old tale about the lady who turned down a fine gentleman's invitation out? The man asked her why, to which she replied
"I am afraid to make more memories of us me lord," said she, "For one of these days i am almost absolutely positive that you would hurt me and leave me again as all lads do, and i have to wallow in the memories that we had together, and believe you me, i already have a lifetime worth of memories to choose from to make me twice as depressed as I would already be in. So if you love me Love, I beg of you, leave me now, or leave me never."

For Sentimental Reasons.

I saw him today :(

After about 4 years, I saw him again yesterday.

You know the feeling that you get when you saw your crush walking down the road, the butterflies in your tummy, your heart beats like crazy.

Thats how i felt when I saw my ex-car, my blue kancil, yesterday here in Kulim 0_0

It was my car for around two years, before I had to go to Indonesia.

We had a lot of fun, me and my car, a whole lot of memories together.

Seeing it again brings back all those moments we spent.

Do you remember, Car? The trips to KLIA we took to send my friends off or to pick them up, the amount of time i spent in the car waiting for my next class to start, nights out to Giant with my housemates for groceries or dinner, all the shopping malls we went, oh and that trip to Kajang :)), those times me and Syazana would go for a drive at night around Shah Alam just to look at the beautiful gorgeous houses they have there, the trips to McD drive-thru, remember the time you ran out of gas in the middle of the road and people kept giving us the look? :)) i think there was a time or two i had a good cry in it too and he would just listen patiently, not a word out of him but the spit-sputtering soothing sound of the engine...

I miss you, Car. I know you're in good hands now, maybe someday I'll get you back again, for sentimental reasons. 0_O

Me and You and a car named Boo,
Travellin' and livin' off the land.

Mine.

Have you ever come to a point in your life when you decided to stop for awhile, take a good look around you and wonder how the mcnuggets did you get here?

Looking back down the road you travelled. The one that you both decided to take many years ago. The one that brought you to where you are today. And you would think, whattt, after alll of those things we did together, after all of those time spent, all those sleepless nights, all of those sweet moments shared, the unforgetable ones, the risk we both took, we saw the sight of each other that no one has ever seen before, after all of those and it comes down to.....this?

What, you dont even deserve a backward glance?

Not even the tiniest effort to make things the way they were again?

How could that possibly be? This just couldnt be it.

Could it?

Taylor Swift would know the answer.

You Light Up My Life.

Gunung Merapi as off 1.22am tadi. It's her way of celebrating the festival of lights maybe. (siap hujan batu sekali, i thought it should be hujan emas di negeri orang 0_0 )

Happy Diwali to all of them celebrating.

Hang on tight ppl 0_0

Half Of My Heart.

"Half of my heart's got grip on the situation,
Half of my heart takes time,
Half of my heart's got right mind to tell you that
I can't keep loving you,
I can't keep loving you..."

The situation here in Jogja macam getting worse i think. Debu or volcanic ashes they call it, is everywhere. My black trousers by the end of the day is not black anymore. And the damn ashes gets in your eyes too. Every vehicle u see is covered with grey debu. Cuci kereta, cuci motor, cuci baju and jemur kat luar dikira sebagai perbuatan sia2 sekarang. It's raining ashes here in Jogja people.

Merapi, which is less than 30km away from our place, has erupted a number of times already since 26th of October. One of it already killed almost 30 people. The hot air apparently is 600 degrees Celsius 0_0 but its not blowing our way, yet (hopefully never).

Malaysia sent us face masks and eye drops as you can read in the newspaper. Auww so sweet kan? They gave us each 3 face mask. Banyak kannn. Maybe they dont know sehari saja we use around 3 kot. So the one they gave us could last us for........yayyy a whole day! 8-| owh and the eye drops are actually eye mo. and we got only one to share for the whole house, wuhooo! its okei, maybe dorg tak pernah belajar you're not supposed to share eye drops with other people kot. yes you're right, you're right, nasib baik dorg bagi kan? kalau x bagi? x bagi pun xpe kot, kitorg ada sekotak kalau setakat surgical mask yang tak effective towards debu macam tu haihh.

Im not trying to be bitter or ungrateful or anything, i am just dissapointed. You guys are the one who sent us over here to study, and then go back and serve you people for 10 damn years, take some responsibility la. we're not even complaining about the 10 years sebab ktorg saaayangg Malaysia, x kesah punn, suruh la kerja 20 taun pun (ceceyy), tapi what about our health and safety here, now? takkan nak tunggu things get realllly teruk baru nak take action? but if that happens pun you can always use your template #8 "kami turut berdukacita..." in your big book of how-to-get-out-of-crappy-situation kan. Dang.

haihh it's okei, kitorang kan budak baik, dah 4 tahun bersabar, we will just wait, if our government suruh balik, kitorg balik. Kalau dorg suruh kitorg stay, kitorg stay la dalam debu ni dengan penuh kesabaran. It's okei Malaysia,


we love you anyway.
0_0