Fools Rush In.

so i told someone about my life. well, part of it at least. the part that hurts the most. and here's what she had to say.

1. your problem is that u keep falling for the same damn type of guy. surprise2, you'll end up having the same damn outcome..

2. you tend to care (read: love) too much about people. people who is not even yours to begin with.

3. you fall too fast. you give in too easily.

ouch.

is this what people think of me. 0_0

so anyway i decided to start my year being different. coincidentally, someone (read: someone who is not mine to begin with) is sick right now, he's just a friend (but i fall too fast remember, so i have to be cautious). i'm practically sitting on my hands to keep from messaging the poor sick guy. i already did just now, but i just wonder if he already took his meds and worried if he's still not okei. but then that's caring too much, no? and so i'm not gonna. but i feel sooooo...hmmm, weird inside? why do i feel weird inside? does it supposed to feel weird? maybe it's one of those "it's gonna hurt bad before it gets better" situation?

then i began to think that maybe, just maybe, i am destined to be the fool who cares too much. that's just who i am. that's the role that i have to play in life. if i stop being that, well then,



who am i?