Thank You.

i love reading most of the status on facebook today:) we are all so very happy that we won the football cup thingy. it is so nice to see that finally we all agree on the same thing. we are all supporting for just one team. for once we put aside our political differences, our beliefs, our race and just focus on one beautiful thing, our country.

seriously u wont know how patriotic u are until ure staying away from home.

special thanks to our national football team for winning this for us and bringing us all closer together. God knows we needed it :-*

Let Her Down Easy.

"Let her down easy,
Her heart is on the line...
Let her down easy,
And she'll grow up in time..."

For the first time in my life, i just dont wanna be me right now.

I just dont wanna have to face this right now.

I just dont wanna go through this phase of my life right now.

I wanna skip this, its like being at the top of a rollercoaster and heading for a downfall. I dont wanna feel that fall. I dont wanna feel like all the air has been knocked out of my lungs. I dont wanna feel like all my insides are gonna come outside. I dont wanna feel terrified, and pain.

I just wanna be at the bottom, when everything is over, and calm,
And i just dont feel anything anymore.

They should make pills for this.

Save Me.

sometimes i think i dont give my heart enough credit. given what it had to go through in just a short period of time. In its 23 years of life, it had been stomped on, yelled at, lied to, stabbed at, cheated on, built up and let down, toyed with, broken up, lead on, confused, misinterpreted, taken for granted and God knows many more.

and yet it survived.

sure there's been some sleepless nights, tears shed, hope crushed, trust lost, but hey if it could go through all that and still beating hard, i think it can go through anything.

i really do believe that when a heart gets broken, it just grows twice as big and twice as strong :)

9 to 5.

i really never gave a rat's ass about this minyak naik harga thingy before this. i dont understand what the fuss is all about, 15 cents, 50 cents, it sounded so little mcm it wont make that much of a difference pun :D

until i was at the petrol station just now, filling up the tank.

wow, that's a lot man 0_0

dang.

then it got me to thinking, what is the difference between us and those who are working anyway. some say that we, those who are still studying, are lucky because we don't have to think about money, or how our salary is not enough to support our lives.

but really, when you think about it, what is the different. we go to work in the morning and come back in the afternoon too. we sometimes have to stay overnight lagi. okei so we dont have salaries yet, but we do receive allowance every month, which is only rm800 per month.and with that money we still have to pay for the house, we still have to pay for our vehicles, electricity, internet, makan, top-up, makan, parking at the hospital :-" makan, immigration fees, makan and not to mention the expenses during outstation. it really is a wonder how we could survive all this while with only this much huuuu, so what im trying to say is that,


we feel u 0_0

New York State Of Mind.

it is still hard for me to believe that that little dude up there finishes school already :))

that same little dude who i used to tell bedtime stories to. and watch Madeline with haha. i remember his first day of kindergarten. surprisingly he didn't cry, but me and my mom waited outside the whole time anyway. we were more worried than he was i think 0_0 and he scored big with the teachers, because u see, he was reallyyy cute back then, like seriously cute. he was fair, a little chubby, curly haired and he would do cute lil things too. i dont know what happened, we had some theories but the most logical one is that an alien kidnapped him somewhere around the age of 10, and replaced him with this hard-headed-won't-take-no-for-an-answer-torturing-me-endlessly-funny-looking-head guy i call my jenton.

Congratulations, freak.
:D

Vanilla Twilight.

BEST MOVIE #1

One of my favourite movie is Notting Hill. It is a sweet and simple movie, or like how Hugh Grant described his first meeting with Julia : surreal, but nice :) It's about this guy who fell in love with a movie star.

Favourite quote from the movie:
"I'm just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.."

Favorite song from the movie:
When You Say Nothing At All - Ronan Keating

Favourite movie moment:
Got to be the very last scene, where a pregnant Julia lies down on a park bench with her head on Hugh Grant's lap while he was reading a novel to the background of the song "She" by Elvis Castello. It is just so sweet, this scene was stuck in my mind eversince i first saw it, which was like what 10 years ago. And everytime anyone mention bout Notting Hill this scene comes to mind. I still remember it, and I always will :)

"Can I stay for a bit longer...
...Stay forever"