Lost For Words.

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that practically summarizes the way i feel right now.

because if i were to put it in words what's on my mind right now it'll be this :

im a mess.not that i dont miss it all i do but we cant go back there just so we could make the same mistakes twice right.im broke.i want to give up but im still hanging onto a shred of hope.i miss home.im hungry.my thesis is no where near progression.i think i did pretty bad in my exams. i cant stop thinking about u.i need to do my laundry.i miss u. no not you.yeah you. wait maybe not.i dread my groupmates next week.i wanted to make pancakes but there's no nutella.if i dont see u im worried if i see u but i'd rather see u then not see u coz then i wont be worried bout not seeing u.thinking of taking the next flight home.the moon is full.i feel like cursing jpa u cant just leave us here in this god forsaken country with no money we would just go crazy imagine the cost u have to pay for our shrink if that happens. i want shinamon shticks. im really hungry.i need my dose of mcD. i just feel like crawling under covers and stay there till the night comes.i want my mommy.

so yeah,

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